Fridays have this feel about them. It's like there's a buzz in the air, an energy, if you will. There is possibility in that feeling and well, I like it. Sure, I'll spend most of my day pressing my face against the wall in an attempt to feel the spring-time air, but I know at the end of the work day, I am free! The feeling it gives me reaffirms that I am simply not a 9 to 5er. I'm just not, god damnit. I have an interview this afternoon, very exciting...it feels so good to be job hunting; yes, it's a pain in the ass, but it reawakens things inside of me that I forgot about. It reconnects me with my passions. It reminds me who I am, what I can do, and boosts my self-worth. Life is forever changing and work is such a maleable thing, when you find something that makes sense, it just sticks, and then it just is. But then it starts to take on its own life form, suddenly you are your job...but where did you go? If you can't see yourself anymore, it's time to move on sista. Hit the road, take another path, just get out. That's where I am. On the brink...and it's a fantastic feeling, change, that is. Change holds so much potential; I can hardly wait for what lies ahead...
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interesting ... the ancients believed that the material world was full of constant change but that a higher reality exists which involves fundemental concepts such as Justice, Beauty, and ultimate Truth which never changes and provides a Constant to which humans should strive to Know..wonder if the non-material world of Spirit and Thought and Conciousness is actually where the "real world" for us exists?
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